I don’t live for the standards of others
I don’t live to meet their needs
I live to ensure my survival
I live to find happiness within
Each day brings choices
Each day brings struggle
Each day I fight my demons
Some days I fall and stumble
Wading through a flurry of thoughts
Trying not to sink into the dark below
On a rollercoaster of emotion
Holding my head high, fighting to not let go
Seeking a safe space
Where I can let myself be free
Away from the judgment of others
Away from their toxicity
Hoping to find a helping hand
Hoping to find a guiding light
Hoping to find a friend
Who’ll be there throughout my plight
Who’ll help me face my fears
Who’ll stand by me on the frontline
Who’ll have my back no matter what
Who’ll make sure that I’m fine
Who’ll share the joys of my success
And wipe my tears when I fail
Who’ll hold my hand and remind me
That tomorrow is another day